I’m an idiot.
I have never done something I have to.
When I was planing to do something in my life. It was alway never well done.
At first, I thought I’m gonna do my best.
So after that I just did something I want to. I haven’t pay enough attention to what I really want. Then I just stopped doing it and started to do a new thing.
Today I just ask myself. If I want to go to a university that I suppose to. I have to be more serious than I was. I have to practice so hard. It is gonna be work for my path. I knew I got load of things to do but just I haven’t done anything. I run away from it but exactly I couldn’t.
I’m an idiot.
Just one thing I have done is just passed a time runs over me.
Then now, I won’t let it be anymore!
I must drive myself to go through everything I have to do.
I promise myself.
Be patient.
Love,
NNANN
